Aug 20 2014
MI is so fucking terrible and debilitating
And it’s weird because on it’s face it almost seems like depression and anxiety are opposite extremes when in reality they can be so tied up with each other
It’s like…I’m in a fucking constant state of terror and completely tense but at the same time I’m totally lethargic and miserable and can’t bring myself to do anything and it all feels so hopeless. But because of the anxiety I can’t even just shut off and sleep all day because I can’t even lie down with nothing but my thoughts without my heart starting to race.